I
Awoke to Horrors!
by
Edward Haven
For
Quartilla
I
never wanted to manage a building, can't stand the daily chores
and getting pestered twenty-four/seven—anytime a problem
arises! Everyone's my boss: owner and tenants, both! I'm caught
in-between, running silly, at each's beck and call! always hearing
complaints—mostly from people I despise—while having
to pretend I care! There's nothing more emasculating than required
politeness!
Friends
and acquaintances once said I was nice, even sweet. Return to
me my former liberties, or take out certain tenants, and you'll
put me in good cheer! Any takers? Actually, the owner's alright—likewise,
most of the tenants. I gag when I have to tape eviction notices
on their doors. It's never the right ones, the thieves of time,
who nag more than all the others put together! It takes skill
to avoid those creeps! They often bitch to the owner about what
they perceive as my lack of initiative, claiming services their
leases guarantee are not provided. Sometimes they report the building
to the rent board or threaten to trim their payments. The owner
panics, turns on me, issues warnings! Nothing like the fear of
losing a few pennies! So, until things cool again, I have to placate
the twits! smile while attending to their every nipping whim!
But
the current tenants are innocuous compared to the ex-tenant, Vivian,
the mad heroine of this tale.
In
times past Vivian could've served as a model for a depiction of
the follies of lust. Her appearance shocked—even in a jaded
city, known for wild characters. She was well past middle age,
a ravaged beauty with dramatic features: prominent forehead, high
cheekbones, full lips, intense dark eyes, snaky ink-black hair.
Her tawdry makeup scheme (especially the thick rouge and sooty
eyeliner) and fifties lounge attire gave her a haggish persona,
except, unlike other hags, she was Dionysian: ablaze like a sex-starved
maenad entering orgiastic rites. Her wrinkles betrayed excess,
her constant leer hunger. I have a vivid memory of her in a bar
decked out in a leopard-patterned suit, dragging cigarettes from
an ivory holder, blowing smoke all over a twenty-something: a
bemused, perhaps Oedipal lad. She nestled up to him, pawing his
thighs.
Vivian
spent her nights prowling neighborhood bars and cafes in search
of boys who could pass as her grandchildren. She was gaga for
arty types—dancers preferred! She'd proposition us and occasionally
reach for our privates. Some retreated laughing, others scampered
in fright. But the lady was innocent!—couldn't help it!
She was a nymphomaniac teetering on the brink of old age; this
was her last stand! And she stood it gloriously! getting away
with her antics because of her years and immense entertainment
value. Among local drag queens she had votaries, some followed
her through the neighborhood, understudying her finest gestures,
carefully noting her every hissy gibe.
As
a tenant Vivian had special access to me; she stalked me in different
ways. Naively I played along. I thought her rapacious thirst for
youths, including myself, funny. I still find her uproarious.
I've amused many with Vivian stories and still break out in hysterics
at certain thoughts regarding her, but she also stars in some
of my worst nightmares: she holds me in her power, stares at me
with her unsated nympho-hag eyes, and I must yield to her every
desire.
Why
work a job I detest, be vulnerable to such misery? Simple: I got
hooked by the free lodging that came with the position. Like thousands
of others in San Francisco in the late nineties I was evicted
by a landlord who wanted to move into my apartment. It wasn't
a good time to look for a place in the city: the market value
of apartments had doubled in the last few years, reports placed
vacancy at less than a tenth of one percent. The city had suddenly
become an epicenter for the "new economy"; the Internet
kicked off a new gold rush. The ambitious streamed in to grab
whatever could be had. Getting a place was like winning the lottery,
with a catch: the "winner" paid the fortune.
I
was resigned to moving across the bay to Oakland when luckily
(or unluckily) my friend Martin told me about a building-manager
job in Hayes Valley that came with an apartment. The previous
manager had quit that same week without having given notice.
Martin
acted fast, introduced me to the building owner. All was sealed
within five minutes.
My
first task was to show a dingy, basement apartment, once more
appropriately used for storage. It had recently been gutted and
refurbished. The prospective renters filed in, encircling me.
They hated each other! But loved me, in a kiss ass way! How thrilling
to have a new pack of friends! I got invited to barbecues, dot-com
mixers, all sorts of rubbish! No thank you! Several offered to
pay a few hundred above the asked rent. Two commenced a little
bidding war. Undoubtedly such types would expect more attention
as tenants. Fuck 'em! They didn't have a clue! Then, towards the
end of the showing, someone with initiative stole most of the
applications while exiting. Absentmindedly, I had set them on
a chair by the entry. (You should've seen the concerned face I
put on!) Only a few people remained, happy to have less competition,
to resubmit forms. I wanted to lease to the thief!
Later
the same evening I was called to fix a sink in apartment 7—Vivian's
place. I quickly realized she'd tweaked the piping to have an
excuse to summon and check out the new manager. Neighborhood gossip
must have mentioned I was young. Martin and my new Hayes Valley
acquaintances had gleefully warned me about her. They'd cruelly
dubbed her, "The Viv Hag." But nothing they related
prepared me for the real Viv!
Upon
seeing me she beamed, promptly spilt a cocktail on her blouse,
thrust her chest forward, and requested I dry her. When I didn't
comply she feigned concern over the fluid dabbling the floor,
bent forward, affected a loss of balance, and braced herself with
a hand on my crotch. She apologized, smiling lewdly.
A
minute later I naively inspected below the sink to access the
leak; she took advantage: pounced my ass! blurting, "Fuck
me handyman!"
I
jolted, banged my head against the fixtures, roared with laughter,
and withdrew to face her, said, "Missy…this naughtiness…must
stop!"
She
tossed her hair to the side, smacked her lips, whispered, "But
the handyman can."
Such
was the beginning of our manager/tenant relationship.
Shortly
thereafter, her mother died.
She
went to Arlington, Vermont, her hometown, for the funeral and
other matters. She was gone about a month, during which a high
school ex, a recent widower, called upon her, and re-won her affections.
Soon after their reunion he proposed marriage. She didn't answer,
said she needed time to think. I believed she was leaning toward
a "yes," since around that time she decided to move
back to the quaint house of her childhood.
Though
I scarcely knew her I was perplexed when she related this. She
seemed too San Francisco to reside elsewhere, plus I couldn't
imagine her giving a thought to a man over twenty-five.
Realizing
my puzzlement, she said, "I'll be lovey-dovey. For me, he's
still the same eager beaver who fucked me in the school library
stacks. I'm getting too old for this. (She gestured at her make
up and clothing, to indicate her lifestyle.) And now the city
stinks! only things left are memories, a few friends, and boys
like you. Why don't you put it in me as a parting gesture?"
She
moved close, became emphatic.
"My
friends are all getting kicked out…and the dancers I help
with are losing their studio as soon as the lease expires! commercial
spaces aren't protected by rent control! so we're all fucked!
"The
new blood pumping in…hasn't come for our insanity or sex
and rock 'n roll! They're all too serious and uptight; and they're
snatching this city away more and more each day!
"I
don't know what to think anymore! I just caught a kid at the studio,
a few days ago, tape measuring and penciling lines on the wall.
It wasn't a dancer setting up a project! So I ask him what he's
doing. And he says his business is taking over our lease…and
if I'm nice…get this! …they'll let us stay an extra
twelve days!
"I
couldn't fucking believe it! I called 911! But the police wouldn't
touch him! …said they don't get involved in property issues!
I said it was defacement but they still wouldn't budge! (She rolled
her eyes, threw her hands up.) I'm too sick of this shit to care
anymore!"
I
understood Viv's predicament but still couldn't visualize her
satisfied in a small town! Especially a town Norman Rockwell had
lived in. (Viv was a schoolgirl at the time.)
Funny,
she claimed Rockwell photographed her in a cheerleader outfit
as a study for his Post cover "Losing the Game." (She
said, "If you ever see it: I'm the girl on the right. I look
real pissed. It's as dark as Norman ever got.") She once
dug into a shoebox for photographic proof of her relationship
with Rockwell and ended up showing me a lifespan of images. I
didn't see her in Rockwell's studio, as she promised, but I did
see a little girl smiling with a dark purple caterpillar on the
frilly sleeve of her Sunday best. She also played on swings and
sleds. Who needed Norman? And there she was with Vincent—her
high school and current beau—spiffed for some event. I also
saw her San Francisco chronology, as a fresh, then ripe, brunette
hottie fashioned in everything in the style-cycle from sixties
mod to eighties new wave. Her retrospective went up to the quasi
fifties Vegas look she had at the time.
She
explained many of the photos, told a few decades of San Francisco
stories, centered on the pursuit of epicurean delights! indulgences!
and flitting about, carefree—place-to-place, embrace-to-embrace!
The
night before she left Vivian pulled the pipe ploy for the third
or fourth time. When I answered her page she plead for my immediate
assistance, said her kitchen was flooded. I knew it wasn't true,
but didn't mind. She was leaving the following day and I wanted
to see her one last time. I'd grown fond of her.
I
had to laugh: upon arriving I saw her kitchen had been doused
by what appeared to be a single glass of water.
She
was dressed to kill—for a retiree—in a sheer blouse
(through which one could see a scarlet silky bra), blood-red dress,
nursie stockings, and port-wine high heels. She waved a cigarette
(in a green holder) like a wand and sipped at an olived martini.
She set her drink down, drew out the harpooned olive, seductively
pressed it to her red-glossed, pouting lips. (She was always toying
with her mouth or sucking at things! Her oral fixation was excessive!)
Strangely,
most of her things remained unpacked. Did she intend to slough
them with her San Francisco habits? Or, perhaps, friends were
to forward them. (It was mid-month; two weeks remained for clearing
the place.) Yet, somehow, I didn't figure that as the case; couldn't
see her play-acting "matronly" or "respectable"
roles with drug paraphernalia or witchcraft books adorning her
coffee table.
At
a loss of what to say, I pointed to one such book, lying by a
small shrine she had set up in her living room, asked, "What's
this? Crowley-twaddle?"
"A
book of spells; it's not twaddle. You really shouldn't mock Aleister
Crowley, ya know."
She
offered me a drink (I accepted) and fixed me a screwdriver with
fresh squeezed juice and a twist of lime. We drifted into conversation;
I got a little too sentimental with my goodbyes.
Then
she advanced, lowered her voice, said, "Your the splittin'
image of Jimmy Z, a Polk Street hustler I knew in the early Eighties.
His clients were men, but I bought some fun too. He had a cute
ass and sweet, ear-to-ear, smile, was a teaser and pleaser, like
you (she softly brushed my cheek with her forefinger). But AIDS
took him away. He looked like a scarecrow last time I ran into
him… (She covered her face with her hands and wept.) It's
over…me and this city, we're dead too."
I
patted her back to console, ended up getting surprised by her
life affirming response—a squeeze of my groin!
"Shameless
hussy! Is that how you mourn the dead?"
"Ha,
ha! Jimmy'd love it."
I
backed away, wondering why she had called me a teaser and pleaser,
or how she could possibly refrain from young men—whether
bought or scored—as soon as she set foot in her frigid hometown.
Around
that time—we had already chatted for a good half-hour—my
perceptions blurred, more than a single drink could cause! I was
sloshed! out of sync! couldn't say much of what I intended, but,
nonetheless, plodded on; in fact, I ended up saying suggestive
things best left unsaid. Drowsiness buckled my knees, made me
want to lie down on the floor, zero out.
Then
my memory fizzles. I can only recall a few segments. First, I
see a blurry Viv, gesticulating wildly! She howls at me, brags
about slipping a pill into my glass! Another, she kiss-smacks
my ear, whispers, "Your mine tonight, fuck-boy." Lastly,
the floor goes haywire, rocks topsy-turvy. I falter, try to remain
afoot but, instead, trip and tumble. Arms clasp me; wallpaper-paisley
streams past my face.
I
don't know how much time passed before I transitioned back to
consciousness, became vaguely aware I was thirsty and had a cloudy
pain in my head; I also thought I heard female voices: talking
about me? An odd feeling at my lips and a shifting weight on my
stomach, must have inspired the dream I was having: a big cat
was trying to prod me awake. It wanted fed. I was determined to
resist its desire, but wasn't winning. I started to gather my
bearings, remember what happened just prior to blacking out: my
difficulty in speaking, sliding down a wall. My eyes opened. It
wasn't a feline!
I
awoke to horrors! Viv—ghastly, sagging in red skimpy lace—was
straddling my naked body! White-hot panic flashed my nerves! Tape
muted my screams! I was tied—drawn and quartered!—belly
up on her bed! I ravaged my wrists and ankles trying to jerk free!
All was hopeless! I couldn't lift a finger in my own defense!
The villain was clearly overjoyed I'd come to! Was, no doubt,
aroused by the power she wielded and stoked up by the promise
of debaucheries to come! She cackled—bearing stained teeth—while
taunting my side with a riding crop!
She
ceased plying her disciplinary craft, poised motionless and silent
like a reptile ready to strike! staring down at me like I was
her next meal! (The image of those predatory eyes, smoldering
with flames of primal cruelty and hunger, burnt forever into the
tenderness of my frontal lobe!) Then she grinned lasciviously,
leaned to my face, and lustily slobbered me with her liquored
lips and tongue. My guts jolted! extremities twitched like decapitated
chickens! Distress sizzled my brain: "Is she a killer? Is
this foreplay for a butchering? Will I get wolfed in a stew?"
She
blew her hot alcohol breath up my nostrils, kept whispering things
like, "Thata boy! Wiggle, struggle, I like it!" while
gazing into my quivering eyes.
After
pleasuring over my fear she swished her ebony snake-locks around
my chest, sat up, assumed what looked like a parody of a dominatrix's
stance, and barked, "Giddy-up horse! Get it up! I want to
ride! Now!" punctuating, "now!" with a whack of
her whip!
Then
a silly, determined expression screwed onto her face! she took
off her panties, tossed them to the floor and began pulsing her
sweaty ass, to-and-fro, over my navel; grabbed at the sad witheredness
between my legs! trying to raise it from the dead! But no luck!
What was once a vibrant, thirsting organ was already too thoroughly
slain!—the evening's first casualty!
"Will
it ever rise again?" I wondered.
Her
touch sickened me! I desired nothing, at that vile point in time,
except to deliver myself from Viv's foul proximity! I wanted to
race after my poor dead cock!—across the Styx!—into
Hades!
She
shouted, "Lord knows this thing won't spring! Are you a stallion
or a mare, boy?"
(The
vanity of some never ceases to astound! What did the old slithering
devil think? That she had the allure of a nubile? That the pestilence
of her wretched fingers could heal?)
As
if on cue, two hefty amazons—off duty policewomen getting
their kicks?—came into the bedroom and watched the unhappy
proceedings. White Venetian carnival masks concealed their faces:
one, a smiling crescent moon; the other, a classic comedy mask.
In sharp contrast to the dainty masks their bodies looked butch
and brutal! I wondered if Viv needed some muscle to back her up
because she planed to untie me soon. They ridiculed me for my
impotence and threatened "penalties" if I didn't stiffen.
Despite being intimidated by their gruff manner and having forebodings
over what they might do I was somewhat relieved they'd appeared.
I figured three would be less likely to kill than one.
Vivian
brought her face to mine again, examining me, while addressing
the others: "Ladies, I think he needs a Priapic treatment;
let's paint fertility incantations on him.
"But
first we'll give him sustenance; this boy must be thirsty and
starved. Only the best will suit this pleasure toy. I want his
tool tip top."
The
assistant in the moon mask fetched a tray of sushi and fruit,
and a bottle of Pellegrino. (I anticipated the removal of the
tape; didn't quite know if I should feast or scream!) She set
the food down on the bed and warned me not to cry out; held a
row of sharp fingernails by my throat and peeled the tape from
my lips. Without hesitation, I cried for help! but her swift hand
instantly covered my mouth; concurrently, her other hand's nails
scratched my throat.
She
barked, "Okay! if that's how you like to play..." inserted
a forefinger in my mouth, fiercely pinched and pulled my cheek!
quickly established who was boss!
It
wasn't difficult to resign myself to eating and drinking. But
I felt silly having food slipped into my mouth like an infant.
After
my meal, the vixens brought out tempera paints and a makeup kit!
Then
the comedy-masked hoyden, perhaps angry over my audacity to yell,
roughly reapplied the tape to my mouth—a white medical sort—said,
"No more noise from you, bitch! By the way…Do you need
to potty? No, don't get any ideas. You'll be watched. There's
no escaping us!"
Horrified,
I shook my head.
"Well,
let us know if you change your mind, bitch."
Viv
pulled out a red lipstick saying she'd draw a smile on me—"to
cheer me up"! Her minions followed, caking my face with powder.
I teared and sneezed as it went in my eyes and up my nostrils.
"Oh,
poor bitch! Do you need a hankie?" the offending brute continued.
But
inflicting humiliation and pain weren't satisfying enough pursuits
for the sadists! they also had to be artsy! My skin became their
canvas! They assumed an air of solemnity as they covered it with
a hodgepodge of hieroglyphs, Latin, phallic symbols, and bulls,
while consulting a small stack of books! At times they'd pause
to ceremoniously babble some Latinate gibberish! or for Viv to
expound upon the significance of a few phrases, the cult of Isis,
or Priapean rites.
I
was wearied from Viv's relentless persecution, became dreamy,
began observing their applications of color to me as if my body
was projected on a screen. I had disengaged from that time and
place, reminiscing in childhood pleasantries, when, suddenly,
a virulent rage seized my vocal cords! I screamed (rendered incomprehensible
by the tape, of course):
"Why?
…why all the scholarly attention to detail, you twit? What
are you? …a libertine or pedant? … What a joke! You
pathetic rapist! …trying to conjure up cock with sex-spells!
You want it so bad, you ol' wheezing letch! Good luck! Sure! you've
got me rigged like a puppet! But you can't control my member!
You'll never get me hard…not in a million years! Ha! Ha!
…who's slave to who?"
(I
viewed her failure to arouse me as a consolatory victory. But
I also knew I desperately needed the crutch of "little victories"
because I was ashamed beyond measure!)
My
muted racket distracted them; they glanced at me, annoyed; one
of the amazons jabbed my ribs, told me to shut up.
Silenced,
I turned my assault inward: lacerated myself over my unfortunate
habit of latching onto odd characters and getting involved in
their bizarre scenarios, or—as that night—falling
prey to their deviant desires! There must be, I thought, a reason
I was foolish enough to consider Vivian a friend, to deem, among
other things, her proclivity for groping my nether regions of
slight significance.
Discomforting
questions ensued: Was it a fatal curiosity or quirky inclinations—ones
I'd rather not face—that had propelled me into her clutches?
Had I been flattered by and (unwittingly) reciprocative to the
sexual advances of a much older woman? Had I provoked her into
providing what I was afraid to pursue?
The
clap of Viv's hands quieted such nagging queries; I heard her
say: "The ritual is complete…"
They
put away their art supplies, then formed a circle, holding hands,
and rotated, faster and faster, giggling, like schoolgirls! It
was almost cute! Viv broke away, nearly tripped, and laughing
hysterically brought a mirror up to my face to show off their
collective mischief! I looked excessively perverse!—like
a demented mime in some cultish, erotic horror-flick!—with
a big lipstick grin! screaming eyes! and three rosy phalluses
painted on my cheeks and forehead!
Viv
straddled me again, gripped my penis at the base and vigorously
slapped it around my thighs and pelvis, frowned disapprovingly,
said, "This pecker's still limp. You should be ashamed of
yourself, young man."
Dejectedly,
she dismounted my torso and exited the bedroom (streaks of paint
on her ass), following the others. I finally had a smattering
of peace and solitude, was able to relax in my dimly lit prison,
taking note of a few flickering candles on a chest of drawers,
emitting a pleasant vanilla perfume. I became lost in their flames
and the movement of their light and shadows playing on the wall,
almost forgot my sorry plight. But my respite soon vanished: the
villains began chanting—starting low, each time, and working
up to a frenzied crescendo—more of their pig-Latin tripe,
between peals of sinister laughter! Something about hearing their
foul racket yet not seeing them especially vexed me! Odd to say,
it seemed some mischievous spirit had slipped under my skin to
play havoc with my nerves—grind them into a tempest of shrills—like
an unbridled devil at fiddle strings!
I
expected new lows of bedlam! But surprise! The charade turned
for the better! A naked, fetching, dark haired girl belly-danced
into the bedroom tapping mini brass cymbals with one hand and
waving a censer with the other.
What
a source of rejuvenation that lithe lovely was! Her arrival soothed
me to no end! Beauty and grace, as she had, have curative properties
that make a mockery of the pills modern medicine prescribes!
Indicating
the censer, she said, "This is sage; it will chase away all
the feelings of ill omen that reside here."
Then
striking a stagy pose, she altered her voice: "Don't you
recognize me? It is, I, Vivian. You now see me as my true self;
I am a young woman! I will arouse you, then leave you. When you
are longing for me, I'll return in my older form. Then you must
make love to me like both our lives depend on it. If you make
love to me when I look older I'll become released from a spell
cast upon me long ago. Happily ever after, I'll appear young.
I'm the reincarnation of Scheherazade, I'll tell you one thousand
and one stories, and make love to you one thousand and one nights,
if you only take me once in my older form, and find me sexy that
way, and make me feel desirable."
She
was San Francisco with all its innocent nuttiness and charm; a
young bud I longed to pluck; a flower child of the nineties; part
of the wave that still flocked to the city in a belated pilgrimage
to the summer of love.
She
set down her toys and climbed atop me, began massaging my chest
(smearing red and blue characters into violet) with firm, dexterous
artistry. I felt a stir in my loins; the girl was doing what Christ
did for Lazarus!
Yes!
I could see her as a Scheherazade! She positively glowed in the
newly-magical chamber's amber atmosphere! Uncannily, she did bear
some resemblance to the young Viv I had seen in the photos! Was
I disoriented, again? Hyper-impressionable? Had I been drugged,
a second time? In my food? With hallucinogens? aphrodisiacs? What
could explain the appearance of this erotic odalisque so kindly
rubbing her heavenly hands above my racing heart! What did she
have to do with Viv's evil scheme? Was she flesh and blood? or
a succubus up to no good with the weapon of her immaculate body,
exquisite face, and luminous sapphire eyes?
She
tilted her adorable head slightly back, parted her lips, as if
swooning! shifted forward, to my collarbones, placing each of
her thighs against my ears, and began rubbing her clitoris against
my chin! anointing it with honey dew! She quivered, became urgent
in her pleasure quest, gasping erratically, unsteadily moaning,
louder and louder!
I
burned under her like a votive offering! yearned to leap up and
clasp her taut, undulating curvaceousness! (If she'd only free
me, I thought. Then I'd pay due homage! caress her every inch!
whirl her into a ballet of nuptial entwinements! pollinate her
pleasure trove!)
She
climaxed; then, after a long sigh, gazed down, mockingly and enticingly
like a courtesan gaming a suitor from fortunes! whispered, "Ah,
you can't do that…now…can you?"
At
that moment—and I will remember it for an eternity—she
was absolute and unending desirability! Her coquettish smile seemed
to echo her promise of a thousand and one nights of carnal delights!
She
had aroused me to a painful stiffness!—blood engorged internal
strangulation! I craved release! Mercifully, she tended me: stretched
back, thrusting out her perky breasts and placing a hand on my
penis!
"There,"
she said, averting her eyes, nearly closing them, assuming a sphinx
like expression.
Her
elixir-fingers promised quick liberation! My muscles tensed! I
arched my spine off the mattress, dreamed of shooting my seed
onto her flawless symmetry!
But
no! Ruination!
Just
as I glimpsed heaven's gate, Vivian rushed in frantically screaming,
"You stupid slut, that's mine! You're not to frig him! He
may spunk if you do that!"
She
shoved at the lass, shouting, "Get off him! He's ready to
fuck!"
Looking
slightly embarrassed the girl giggled, saying, "Now you see
my two states at once."
Viv
continued, "You shut up! Wave your tits in his face! do something
with your mouth! keep him hard!"
What
a pliable fool I was! I'd been duped by a good cop routine! (But,
in fairness, there's no way to resist arousal by such a nymph,
in any circumstance!)
I
groaned under the tape, shook my head: "No!" almost
vomited! stomach acid gurgled to my throat! But I was also aroused!
Scheherazade brushed her delightful mammaries across my imprisoned
yet willing face. Conflicting sensations! Attractions! Repulsions!
Vivian squatted over me, took me in her hand, grinned triumphantly,
partly slid my stiffness inside herself!
She
held steady, momentarily, poised at the end, then fell heavy upon
my balls, with a painful thud! entirely encasing me within her
loathsome cavity! said, "Ah!…darling! I've awaited
this prick far too long!" and started furiously heaving up
and down, bellowing, "Fuck! Fuck! Ahhh! Fuck! …"—each
ass-smack rattling my already-prostrate brain! I sought solace
in the haven (and scourge) of Scheherazade's youthful charms!
(I say "scourge," since her attributes were wielded
in Viv's service!) If only my tongue had been free! As a consolation
I whiffed her fine scent and pressed my face to the billows of
her plushy, heaving bosoms!
Yes,
Scheherazade was Vivian's snare: without her, repulsion would
fast soften my penis—grant a quick exit! But I didn't dare
look away from or try to blot out my angelic seductress for a
second! The balm of her beauty kept me fastened to sanity! Her
silky tresses or luscious skin need only graze my cheek and I'd
forget (albeit fleetingly) the pounding of Viv's flabby haunches!
I
was focused on Scheherazade, but for the life of me, I couldn't
ejaculate! end my unnatural coupling! I'm embarrassed to admit:
the physical aspect of Viv's lubricated warmth was not unpleasant;
and I tried imagining her orifice was Scheherazade's. But my cock
was a dry tap! My testicles were still at a boil, but they couldn't
emit: the gorgon's afflictions had sealed them tight like a pressure
cooker!
Amidst
her upsy-downsy antics, Viv (perhaps afraid I might discharge),
shooed Scheherazade away and called to the amazons for assistance.
So, the tease withdrew!—all giggles—just out of reach!
The brutes came forth, untied my arms without comment, held them
tightly behind my back, and forced my face up to Viv, who seized
my upper body and greedily leaned into nipping and sucking at
my throat!
I
jerked away! Then I felt faint…nauseous.
Thwack!
One of the goons swatted me, wrung my ear, directed my head back
to the ravisher, barked, "Behave!"
Viv
got upset, nudged her nose against mine, glared fiercely, said,
"I can't ride anymore! Why don't you do your bit, whore?"
Scheherazade
came close again, started rubbing her vulva against my wounded
ear, said, "Isn't it lovely how she wants you. Now its time
to perform your conjugal duties."
Viv
ran her fingers over my chest appraisingly, murmured, "Ah,
these sinews are all mine."
Then
the amazons released my arms and abruptly shoved my torso back
onto the bed, dragged my ass toward my feet—in conjunction,
Viv comically shifted backwards, keeping me inside her—so
I could bend my legs, and place myself into a decent thrusting
position. And the young enchantress reclined by my side, continued
with my ear, utilizing her talented tongue.
She
whispered, "We expect a passionate performance," and
again pulled away.
Then
Viv fell forward, lost my penis, repositioned herself, began shaking
her rear up and down, said, "Where are your manners, whore?
Put that prick back!"
I
shut my eyes, stretched my arms behind my head, as far as I could
from the unsavory proceedings! But the crescent-mooned flunky
grabbed my right hand, bent its fingers backwards, as a warning.
I had no option but to comply. So I reinserted and obeyed an additional
command to firmly grip Viv's hips.
"For
fuck's sake! start bucking, stallion!" Viv shouted.
The
hoydens clapped in unison, enunciating on time, "One! Two!
Three! Fuck!"
On
cue, I commenced stroking into and tugging Viv to and fro! who
flailed like a rabid maenad! shrieked, "Atta boy! Faster!
Faster!"
Dutifully,
I quickened my piston mechanics! Pounded thighs against buttocks
for at least thirty minutes, trying to finish the loathsome deed
as soon as possible, when I happened to notice Scheherazade, off
to the side, smiling the sort of sluttish smile that sends sap
up my shaft. Oddly, against my notions of freewill and aesthetics,
I had also become excited by the lewdness in Vivian's hag eyes.
These things, compounded with the sensation of touch, caused me
to ejaculate into her thieving womb!
I
softened; she collapsed to my chest, said, "Ah, that does
a girl good…"
Lost
in post-coital bliss, she chattered aimlessly. The others went
to the kitchen—off guard, no doubt, because I'd succeeded
in projecting my charge toward seventh-heaven. I saw an opportunity
for escape. During sex a leg had come loose. If I succeeded in
untying the second I knew I'd have a shot at jumping out the bedroom
window. Once in the alley, about five feet below, I could dash
to my friend Martin's place.
I
edged closer to the foot of the bed—with babbling Viv on
top, oblivious—and toyed with the last rope. It unfastened!
I pushed my oppressor to the floor! I was elated, then afraid
I'd seriously hurt her. But she instantly sprang up and rallied
the others with a blood-curdling cry! I yanked open the window!
All three dashed in, failed to catch me but did manage snatching
a blanket I was making off with!
Minus
a means to cover my body I still followed my impulse to leap!
Outside
a whole new set of problems hit! Beyond frigid dampness enveloping
my skin I felt the shame of public nudity! Ground, buildings,
and everything else surrounding seemed Argus eyed and proddingly
inquisitive! A place I had routinely trod became the worst of
holding pins! I trembled, terrorized by the threat of the clothed-world's
glances!
I
had only dashed a few yards toward Martin's, when I noticed an
acquaintance—Jessica—at her window, on the second
floor! I zigzagged, confused, thrown off track, then quickly retreated
to a dark corner! I'd already provided too much entertainment
for the night! and didn't aspire to top billing in local gossip!
I
tore the tape (with some skin?) from my mouth, tried to smear
to non-recognition the painted symbols on my face and body, gathered
my thoughts, then slinked—staying in the shadows as much
as I could—feline-like to Martin's, and tapped the windowpane.
No luck! There were no other options! Scaling the fence by the
sidewalk and seeking assistance was out of the question! Consigning
myself back to Vivian-oblivion would be infinitely better than
such social suicide!
I
returned to the corner and watched for Martin's light. Three quarters
of an hour must have passed and he still didn't show. Instead
of showering, happily watching colors glide off my flesh and spiral
to the drain, I shivered like an abandoned pet!
Shelter
and warmth beckoned! I caved! scampered to Viv's window, and knocked
like a returning prodigal son! A gleeful Vivian came forward,
opened the window with a gesture of bravado. Then she lifted a
nightie, slipped on since my escape, above her waist, flapped
it, did a little cancan, said, "Beg, slut!"
To
gain admission I had to plead for the privilege of servicing her
again! Defeated, forlorn, I crawled back in, assisted by one of
her minions, who chuckled at my reduction to beggary. I wanted
to press my body to her warmth, but she shoved me away. I was
an untouchable, even in that den of inequity! For a split second
I was perversely grateful to Viv for taking me back; I must have
succumbed to the odd feelings of reverence victims sometimes feel
towards their persecutors.
"Lick!"
Viv ordered, gesturing to the over ripeness between her legs.
"Go
to hell!" I replied, mustering a semblance of dignity. "I'll
have you declawed!"
"Bad
attitude! Let's gag this ingrate!"
Collectively
they overpowered me; one jabbed and tickled my ribs while the
others kept me pinned. Then they dragged me to a bedpost, secured
my right arm to it, left me standing, and reapplied their tape
to the tender skin over my chattering teeth. Mercifully, they
also wrapped me in a wool blanket.
Scheherazade
was instructed to attend to me. She knelt before me, pushed aside
the blanket from my crotch, smiled, took my chilled sex to the
sanctum of her life-giving mouth, and applied a rotary tongue
technique about the tip, all the while staring into my eyes; eased
off teasingly, then alternated between vigorously sucking and
lightly lapping lollypop-style. Her dexterity and seraphic flutterings
quickly raised me to new heights! Then, predictably, as I forgot
the night's misery—became certain all suffering is mere
illusion—Vivian cut in, demanding my penis! So, sadly, I
was ejected from heavenly circles—the lass's uplifting lips
and tongue twirls—to the renewed lows of sex-servitude!
Viv squatted in the girl's stead and performed her own brand of
oral calisthenics. After Olympian feats—nonetheless, uninspiring—she
stood, twisted her ass to my groin, and barked, "Mount me,
fucker!" Meanwhile, Scheherazade lightly scratched my testicles
and whispered lewd things, to help assure my continued stiffness.
Then she—good cop turned bad!—bit my earlobe and shoved
me inside Viv!
After
I served Vivian a second time, the amazons bade me lie back-wise
on the bed. Viv sat on my belly, put her index finger to her lips,
and propositioned: "Shussss… Mum's the word. If you
promise to keep quiet about tonight's fun you can have my brass
bed. Jimmy? …Eddie? …whatever your name is. You'll
have naked ladies splayed all over this thing in no time. You
can sing 'em "Lay Lady Lay." So, we'll all walk out
of here happy and satisfied tonight? You'll get your brass prize
and these dears 'll get the rest of the goodies I'm leaving, right?
(She pushed on my chest for emphasis.) I'll have my beauty sleep
tonight, board a plane tomorrow, and fly off to a new life and
future husband, deal?"
Why
bother seeking retribution for wrongs committed by a nympho well
over twice my age, I reasoned. Furthermore, is not assailing a
soon-to-be bride a gesture in poor taste? I've always been humbled
by the sanctity of marriage. Plus, I appreciated her generous
offer of compensation for the evening's indignities. I nodded
"yes" to the payment of one brass bed for my role in
Vivian's last fuck-boy frolic.
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[Edward
Haven's Bio appears on our Bio page.]
I
Awoke to Horrors!
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by Edward Haven
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